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When i was younger I was constantly worried that there would be a Zombie Apocolypse, and over the years i formulated a few plans incase one happens. Usually these plans where formulated when i was having "recreational" times with my friends, so i could'nt tell you a full plan, however the general jist was steal a car (none of us could drive), Drive to the nearest supermarket (without any knowledge of how to drive a car), break in (with everyone else), stock up on beer, food (whatevers left), and weapons, and attempt to survive in a sort of  Rag Tag Fallout 3 kind of way. This seemed full proof, apart from the fact that we all teenagers and having far too much "recreational" fun to give a fuck.

And to my point in all this........... I had alot of fun when i was younger, some say too much, and my paperound and saturday job barely kept up with my rock and roll lifestyle. if Mum knew i was borrowing a fiver to supplement the cost of fags and rizla for our evemings entertainment, im not sure she would've been so giving.
 But i thought when i was that age, i thought when i get older i'll have to grow up, get a proper job, be mature, move out of my parents house, find a girlfriend, generally be boring like my parents (sorry Mum and Dad) and it all seemed impossible.
I now realise looking back, i still feel like im 17, in this big adult world, and people seem to think im an adult too. I have a proper job, i have a wonderful girlfriend, a nice flat, everything i thought would be boring, and it all just sort of happened, and its great. I have Houseplants, A Bookcase, I love Kitchen utensils and Cushions. I have become everything i hated at that age, but i dont care. I still have fun.

This is my Life, I shall use this as an outlet.

HELLO. My Name is James, and this is my first blog/diary, I had one once when i was in my "nobody understands my pain" phase as a teenager but i never kept up with it, as i discovered free porn on the internet. Hopefulluy this wont happen again.

I live with my Awesome Girlfriend Abbie, in our trendy flat in Huddersfield. She is the best thing thats ever happened to me.

I work for the NHS as a Auxillary Nurse on a Cancer ward, which sounds like it should probably be the most depressing thing ever, and you would be right, buts its actually very rewarding and ive met some incredibley brave people, and I work with with some truly wonderful, caring people too. Its not an Easy place to work sometimes, but i couldnt work anywhere else.

Like most 20 somethings im wondering what to do with my existense, although I have worked out a few things.....

1. I love my girlfriend and one day we will be married.
2. I will go to university and start my nurse training.
3. I will see the world.

These may seem like simple things, but it took me a long time to work out. Also without Abbie i wouldnt of worked these things out.

Thats Enough for now. I will write again soon x